I felt new emotions in November. I dont know how to describe this state. Maybe its a feeling of freedom. I began to feel that I can change my life and I was inspired to improve myself in programming. Also I realized that I must use my knowledge and skill of programming if I have it. My mind came to decision. I always think how to improve my life and maybe its nice decision. Its also a big step in my life. I decided to get a new job so I gonna leave my first php coding job. I feel so much bored of this work. I bought some books last weekend and started to learn C#. I'm sure its worth it.
P.S. Now I realized for myself that I'll feel unhappy and depressive if I have to do things I dont wanna do for/without money (my current job). So I gonna take job which I would like to have.
New job + new knowledge will increase my self-respect
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